And The Days Go By......Like A Strand In The Wind
Wednesday, April 30, 2003
  I simply CAN NOT stop listening to the track "RUNNING THROUGH THE GARDEN" off of the new Fleetwood Mac album. Stevie truly showcases her unique rock vocal capabilities on this tune. Finally a rockin' track to compete with "EDGE OF SEVENTEEN". Hard,Fast and Everywhere. A reminder to me on just WHY i feel that Stevie Nicks is truly The High Priestess Of Rock-N-Roll. 
  My Little Sister (who is 23) and I were speaking on the phone today. I told her the news of Mark asking me to commit to him in the presence of Mom. How Mark had asked our parents before hand and the RING!!! Her reponse: "Thats just great....my BROTHER gets to be escorted down the damn aisle before I DO"!!!!!!!. LMAO. You have to know her to appreciate her. Love ya Carla. 
  Stevie Trivia: Her Heart Settles Down. She's Back On That Stair Case. On The Way Up To Her Place
Answer:SONG 
Tuesday, April 29, 2003
  Breathe In And Relax...Breathe In And Relax....This is what i am reminding myself to do at this moment. Mark surprised me today by joining my Mom and I for lunch. She knew he was coming. I did not. He was "Suppose" to be seeing Patients at his office,so i thought. Mark had spoken with my Mother and my Father before hand and had planned this. Mark asked me to committ to him today. In front of my Mom. At The Eastville Inn. I was so shocked and excited all at the same time. My emotions were bouncing off the walls. I said "Yes". He smiled. My Mother Cried like a baby.
Mark told me not to worry about anything. He would do all the planning. All I have to do is show up. We havent decided on a date yet...but when it is all settled I promise I will post it here. I called my best friends Marie and Lanie and told them. I want them IN the committment cermony as well as my little sister and my most special guy,my nephew, A.J. a.k.a. JellyBean. Oh, What A Beautiful Day it truly has been. 
  Nag Champra IS INCENSE PEOPLE!!!!! 
  Stevie Trivia: You Will Remember But I Will Die A Slow Death
Answer:SONG 
Monday, April 28, 2003
  Went out to lunch today with my good friend Debbie. While eating we conversed about various things going on in our lives. I informed her about my incident with the Skinny Evil Bitch last week at the clothing department store. After a few, 2 women dressed in business suits sat down at the table across from us. They were discussing the menu and I heard them say "Everything SOUNDS great...but I really have to watch what i eat...Have to look good at the Pool this summer". The lady who said this weighed MAYBE 108 pounds soaking wet and was atleast 5' 7". I wanted to go over to the table and just bop her right in the head. Because when i looked her, her face was replaced with the Skinny Evil Bitch sales ladies.
She was talking about dieting and this bitch was so skinny she could be blind folded with dental floss. If she stood up and stuck out her tongue she would like a Zipper. Debbie suggested we go over to the table. Hold them both down and force feed TWINKIES down their throats. I knew after 5 minutes of these women talking that they were a solid 8 on The Skinny Evil Bitch Scale. 
  I was sorry to hear that the smooth soulful R & B singer Luther Vandross has suffered a stroke. Now the singer has contracted Pneumonia and has a tracheotomy. I pray for him and wish him well.LUTHER VANDROSS NEWS 
  Stevie Trivia: Show Me The High Life, Come Over
Answer:SONG 
Sunday, April 27, 2003
  Purchased the new Chris Cagle CD today,aptly entitled "Chris Cagle". Some Good Tunes. "What A Beautiful Day" and "Look At What I've Done" are my faves so far The Man.....FINE AS FUCK!!!!. I want this man really bad.(Evil Grin)...Simply Scrumptious. 
  MMMM......Gorgeous WOOFY Nude guy here. Thought I would share.WOOFY NUDE GUY 
  Good News for ME if not for anyone else. I am so glad to know that the 80's band WILSON PHILLIPS are reunited and back in the studio recording a new album. Say what you want but i think Carnie Wilson has a wonderful sense of harmony and an excellent voice. Granted,she is no longer representing the "Heavy Duty" group any longer....BUT she is forgiven as she had a gastric bypass to lose the pounds due to numerous health reasons. Life Or Death.....She chose to live.CARNIE WILSON,SLIMMED DOWN AND READY TO "HOLD ON" FOR ANOTHER DAY 
  Delta Burke has "inked the deal" to star in the WB Fall Pilot SWEET POTATO QUEEN. Here are some links to view all info for this sure fire hit.DELTA BURKE SWEET POTATO QUEEN, SWEET POTATO QUEEN MADNESS

Though not a thorough up to date complete list of all Delta Burkes work. It is informative. DELTA BURKE BIO  
  Stevie Trivia: I Should Have Known From The Start.......I'd Be The Broken Hearted.
Answer:SONG 
  This post is for a reader whos name is Shelly Connolly who sent me the sweetest email a few days ago. Shelly, I attempted to respond to your email but it was unable to go through for some reason. Thank you for your email. I enjoy the emails that i do recieve. I am so glad that you were able to find out your questin regarding "NAG CHAMPRA" from my site and i do hope you continue to keep visiting. I was sorry to hear about your puppy being diagnosed with a primary kidney problem and i wish for him a long healthy life. He is very lucky to have been placed in such great "Mothering" hands as yours. You are what he needs. Anytime you want to chat or just talk I would be happy to talk with you whether it is in regards to Stevie or just life in general. Wishing you the best as well as "GoodBye Baby"...........Your Friend..........Ronnie 
Saturday, April 26, 2003
  Brought Madonna's new CD AMERICAN LIFE. I found it stripped down and enjoyable. With less dance and more guitar I see now what Madonna meant when saying that this new CD is based upon her recently listening to Gordon LightFoot and Jim Croce. Madonna is clearly asking that we LISTEN to her LYRICS for once and not concentrate entirely on dance rhythms. Good Stuff. I Particularly enjoy the track "HOLLYWOOD".
Well not much time for blogging tonight. I am off to dinner and a play with Mark and friends. Have A Great Weekend All. 
  Stevie Trivia:So You Run Toward.............What You Know Is Wrong.
Answer:SONG 
Friday, April 25, 2003
  Stevie Trivia:She Just Seems To Be Missing.....How Could That Happen AnyHow
Answer:SONG 
  On July 21st, FleetWood Mac will be performing in Pheonix,AZ for The Arizona Heart Foundation. A Charity that Stevie has long since supported since her father was stricken with Heart Disease. Tickets are on sale now. My birthday is July 24th so its real close to my Birthday so I am extra excited. My tickets have been purchased. Hope to see you all there on floor level.FLEETWOOD MAC SPECIAL BENEFIT TICKETS 
Thursday, April 24, 2003
  A few blog entries ago I informed all the curious emailers that Nag Champra is an incense that Stevie is refering to in the song ILLUME (9//11). NOW for any of you who are unable to locate this great scent, I give to you a link where you can find and purchase it.PURCHASE OF NAG CHAMPRA INCENSE 
  FleetWood Macs Album SAY YOU WILL entered in BILLBOARDS Top 200 at # 3. With sales of 218,000. Don't forget to watch the TONIGHT SHOW With Jay Leno Tonight with his very special guest stars FleetWood Mac. The Group is slated to perform the title track from the new album. 
  Stevie Trivia: And Even If You Did Miss Me....You Never Let Me Know
Answer:SONG 
  Here are a few tips I have decided to adhere to the next time I go shopping for clothes. These are what I call my SURVIVAL TIPS For The Large And In Charge.
SHOPPING
#1. Only Shop With Other Real Size Friends
#2. Hit The Food Court Frequently For Energy
#3. If They Don't Have It In Your Size,Buy Two And Sew That Shit Together. 
Wednesday, April 23, 2003
  I am still infuriated over yesterdays episode with that skinny evil bitch while doing some summer clothes shopping. It has seriously made me think about Larger People in society. Things they may have to endure day to day and the headache we endure while trying to find clothes that fit. ONE thing that greatly disturbes me now is that ONE SIZE FITS ALL SHIT. I will be the first to tell you that this marketing strategy had to be a plan demised by a Skinny Evil Bitch. Some of the shit labeled that way Does NOT fit EVERYONE. I purchased a t-shirt marked that way and my chest size is a size 48. I damn near popped a kidney trying to squeeze into that fucker. AND if any of this offends any of u skinny evil bitches reading this. I dont Give a fuck. I didnt ask you to stop here anyway.
I have decided that I am on a mission. To SEEK AND DESTROY SKINNY EVIL BITCHES. Now dont misunderstand me. I have some friends who are Skinny. BUT they arent EVIL. Its just The Skinny EVIL Bitches that i am confronting here. I have thought up some clear true sign for YOU to know if the Skinny person who is already IN your life OR one that you may encounter IS Evil OR not evil. Heres what I got So Far.
Phrases That Will Let You Know If They Are Evil
#1.* Does This Make Me Look Fat?
#2.* I'm Not Hungry. I Ate Yesterday
#3.* Does This Come In Any Size Smaller Than A Small?
#4.* You Ate The Whole Thing??
#5.* They Eat Two Bites Then Say, "I'm Stuffed."
#6.* How Did YOU Get Him?
#7.* How BIG Is That?
#8.* Are You Really Going To Wear That?
#9.* More Than A Mouthful Is A Waste
#10.* Do You Have A Glandular Problem?
So, Who's With Me Here On This Mission...... 
  Stevie Trivia:He Says,What Do You Love To Do....Outside Your World
Trivia:SONG 
Tuesday, April 22, 2003
  Today has been an interesting day to say the least. My little brother and i had an enjoyable time together. I ended up taking him to Kiptopeake State Park, where we had a pic-nic,he played with a group of other children that were there as I conversed with the mothers.. I soo could do this mommy/daddy thing and i am here to tell you...that itch is getting more stronger with each passing day.
After I took Christopher home I decided to head south to do some shopping. Being as I am off for two weeks and summer is right around the corner I decided what better time. I really needed to go on and prepare. See if I could catch some sales or what have you. Today is the day that i have here by decided to that ALL SKINNY PEOPLE ARE EVIL. Now, I am not obese by any means. BUT I am not an anorexic,bulimic bitch either. I am what i like to refer to as Real Size. My waist is a 36-38. Now, the majority of America is (surprise!!!!) NOT skinny. We love to eat. We enjoy meeting with friends over lunch or dinner, Holidays are celebrated with feasts and a drive thru window is for me personally one of THE best inventions ever.
As I was shopping in the mall, I began noticing that ALL of the clothes on the racks were like from Small to Large. No XL? No XXL? What the fuck is this all about? Someone please tell me! So, I approached a salewoman and asked her if by chance I was missing something here? I told her that I really liked this one particular shirt and did they have anything larger than simply a Large size? Then this BITCH decided to inform me that "they infact did not and did i KNOW there was a BIG AND TALL MENS store not far from there". What did this bitch have to say that for? As she spoke this...I reminded myself to #1 Keep Calm #2. Back away so my hands did not envelope around her malnourished underfed neck # 3, Decided that i knew what this bitch was trying to say in so many words or less and couldnt believe that she would even actually try to go there with me.......SO I decided to break it down to her . I told her "As a matter of fact I did Know that there was a BIG AND TALL Mens store not far away. Actually I PASSED it on the way in...SO if i wanted to SHOP there I would have saved myself the 4 minutes extra coming to the mall entrance AND the 10 minutes extra it spent me tryng to find a damn parking space and that MAYBE not everyone nibbles on lettuce cups and celery sticks then proceed to mix in some of that Tofu shit and top it all off by calling it A MEAL. All I was asking for was an XL shirt. Its not like that MY size of clothing ends in lengthy digits. Its not a damn zip code!!!! I was so mad when i left. As i got to my truck I actually considered turning around and going back in and saying to her "OH by the way You EVIL BITCH, There is a sale at that BIG AND TALL MENS store you reffered me to and they are having a liquidation clearance on Chap Stick. As Im sure your skinny ,scrawny ass uses it for deodorant. This No Smoking Thing may NOT be working out after all. Fuck skinny people dammit. Fuck'em and Feed'em Beans.  
  Stevie Trivia; To Be The Last In Line From The Ones That Live On
Answer:SONG 
Monday, April 21, 2003
  Stevie Trivia; I'm Not A Child Anymore, I'm Tall Enough To Reach The Stars
Answer:SONG 
  I am excited that i will be spending time tomorrow with Christopher. I am,as of yet, undecided on what he and I will do for the day. Torn between Chuckie Cheese or the Zoo with a Pic-nic. I have been batteling an hellacious case of Bronchitis for a few days. Mark prescribed me an antibitoic and a prescription cough medicine. Which he has been keeping under fucking lock and key cause of my past with hyrdocodone. That does upset me a little bit because it makes me feel as if he doesn't trust me....But as my Mom says he is just looking out for my best interest. So I wont punish him. LOL. (Joking). So with the bronchitis, the cigarette smoking habit has been zilch. I think I am just going to go ahead and quit. I havent had any for 5 days now....so whats the point.
My little sister is going to come home to visit for the week of Mothers Day. I am really excited about that. She is going to stay with Mark and I because is more room here than at my folks house. Plus, she wont have the kids waking her up at all early hours of the morning or under foot. Except for A.J. (Jellybean) he stays here alot with Mark and I. But he is no problem anyway.I should just adopt him. That way i could write him off on taxes. LOL. (joking again).
Well i better go for now......... 
Sunday, April 20, 2003
  Stevie Trivia: And The Girl Next Door Who Made Potions Says That I Should Try To Forget
Answer:SONG 
  To answer everyones question in regards to what Stevie Nicks is referring to in the song ILLUME (9/11) when she speaks of "The Smell Of Nag Champra" Stevie is referring to an Incense by that name. 
Saturday, April 19, 2003
  Lyric link for the new SAY YOU WILL CD.SAY YOU WILL, ILLUME (9/11), SMILE AT YOU, MURROW TURNING OVER IN HIS GRAVE, THROWN DOWN, RUNNING THROUGH THE GARDEN, PEACE KEEPER, DESTINY RULES, GOODBYE BABY, WHAT'S THE WORLD COMING TO, SILVER GIRL, MIRANDA, COME, STEAL YOUR HEART AWAY, BLEED TO LOVE HER, EVERYBODY FINDS OUT, SAY GOODBYE, RED ROVER 
  Fleetwood Mac is scheduled to appear on The Tonight Show with Jay Leno on April 23rd AND April 24th. 
  Here is a great link from MSN in regards to the reunited FleetWood Mac. Of course, I purchased SAY YOU WILL the day that it was released and am VERY pleased with how Lindsey FINALLY recorded Stevie in all naturality instead of stripping down her uniques vocal style. This album is more "hard edge" than any other FleetWood Mac album since Rumours. Stevie has never rocked more since EDGE OF SEVENTEEN. She proves to us fans that she CAN still rock and stir up images form beyond better than anyone of todays rock-n-roll ladies.MSN INTERVIEW
My favorite tracks from the new CD are as follows. The title track Say You Will,ILLUME (9/11),Smile At You,Murrow Turning Over In His Grave,Thrown Down,Running Through The Garden. 
  Stevie Trivia: Until She Herself Became The Deadliest Poison
Trivia:SONG 
Friday, April 18, 2003
  Stevie Trivia: Queen Mary,She's My Friend.........Yes, I Believe That I'll Go See her Again
Answer:SONG 
Thursday, April 17, 2003
  As requested by you all. Here is the link to my commentary posted in The Eastern Shore Post this past week.MY OPINION 
  Stevie Trivia: Well You Can Get Her.....But You Can't Keep her
Answer:SONG

Tuesday turned into a beautiful day with my little brother. He is so precious. So innocent. he has the most beautiful brown curly hair and the angelic dimples ever blessed upon a child. He was a little stand offish of me at first. Which was no surprise....but as the day progreesed he became unattachable from me. As our day came to end...not only was he sad but so was I. When I carried Christopher home to Denise she invited me in & asked if I would sit with her for a bit. So I did. She explained many things to me regarding my father and her's affair. She explained in the begining that she had absolutely NO idea that he was still in a relationship with my mother. He had told Denise that they were "Legally Seperated". If she had known in the begining she said they would not have began an affair. It was only when Denise told my father that she was pregnant....did he drop the bombshell to her about being married and that he had lied to her. Which knowing my father as I do...is NOT surprising. Denise's family resides in North Carolina and he told her it would be for the best if they stopped the affair then and there. My father paid her to move off The Eastern Shore and back to North Carolina. He wanted nothing to do with the child and her whatsoever. So Denise did just that. She took the money and left. What made her return i asked? I am sure that she was devasted being told by my father that he wanted nothing more to with her or the baby therefore wished to NOT ever see him again. Especially after being "Paid Off'. She said that she had to come back here. She owed that to Christopher. She owed that to herself. I understood whole heartedly.
The man she has now settled with accepts Christopher as his own. She wants NOTHING from my father. I told her that Christopher DESERVES to be supported by his father. Its not fair to her boyfriend OR Christopher. I told Denise that my mother has absolutely NO hard feelings against her OR Christopher. We want Christopher to know that he has brothers and sisters who WANT him to be a part of our lives. We love him regardless of the way that he was conceived. I want him to get to know A.J. I want him to know that we love him.
She thanked me and we exchanged hugs...and a few tears. I am looking so forward to next Tuesday when I will have Christopher again. Mark was amazed at how well I am with kids. He says that i totally have the instinct of mothering/fathering. i told him that I want children someday. When my life is finally together. I am almost there I feel. Then again there is alot that i do not know. But thats Life. WHO knows whats awaits with each sun rise........but what I DO know is.....I have finally learned how to love myself and most importantly how to love others. 
Wednesday, April 16, 2003
  Stevie Trivia: All Of The Trauma. The Smell Of Nag Champra. Shadow Of A Stranger.
Answer:SONG

There has been a great deal of confusion and sadness here on The Eastern Shore in regards to a an excellent Emergency Room Physician being relinquished of his duties as an Emergency Room Physician. For many years i worked side by side to this with this physician. I witnessed him perform many "miracles" of sorts while there. I also, know him to be a Good Great Man. I can not get into all of the details on how exactly he helped me out a great deal at one point in time when i myself was ill.....but i will say that he went ABOVE and BEYOND what any normal physician would have done to protect my identity behind the blood work that was drawn for various tests that were performed. Of course when i heard he was being asked to leave....i was FURIOUS....as many local Eastern Shore residents were. So....I wrote an email to our local newspaper expressing my views. While reading the paper today i was shocked and very pleased to see that MY statement was printed in the paper. It is the least i feel i could do for him. I owe him much much more than that. My Statement from The Eastern Shore Post Commentary a.k.a. Post Office Mail.

I was clearly as astonished and shocked as anyone when I heard that Dr.Geoffrey Gubb was being relinquished of his duties as an Emergency Room Physician At SMH. Having once worked with him, I saw first hand the excellent care that he gave to everyone who was brought into the ER during his shift. Many of the Emergency Room Nurses that I once worked with have since moved on to more lucrative desk jobs and now have the power to be heard on such issues and make a difference in reversing this decision. But,as usual,they have now forgotten their humble beginings on that rise up and now seemingly joining the rest of the board at SMH and not caring about the citizens here on The Shore OR looking out for the best interest of the once fine hospitol as a whole. I have since moved from SMH and have begun working at a facility where the personal care and the medical care of residents come FIRST. I learned a lot while working working under the care of Dr.Gubb and he is an excellent physician AND a great man.............Harry J. Spady....Nassawadox.



 
Tuesday, April 15, 2003
  Well today, I am going to pick up my little brother and spend the day with him. Our trip includes going to the Park,shopping (New FleetWood Mac CD comes out today) and of course McDonalds. Should be interesting. I am swathed in nervousness and excitement.. 
  Stevie Trivia: I Haven't Felt This Way I Feel....Since Many A Year Ago
Answer:SONG 
Monday, April 14, 2003
  Stevie Trivia: Once In A Million Years A Lady Like Her Rises
Answer:SONG 
Sunday, April 13, 2003
  The weekend with my EX Stephen went very well. He is on his way home now. It was so great to see him again. I am happy to say that he and I had a very great private conversation and have mutually decided to re-start our friendship. Stephen is a Good Man.......and will make some lucky guy very very happy. I Love You Stephen. I am again sorry that it is to late for us now-----but I am so glad you are back in my life. 
  I was so glad to see that 7 more U.S. Soldiers have been located and released. My heart goes out to the ones who we have lost. 4 fellow Virginians at the last count....but to all of the men and women serving and protecting us----I want to say "Thank You...and come home soon". Our Military Soldiers are clearly the true "PeaceKeepers".POW'S FOUND RELEASED 
  Good News DESIGNING WOMEN Fans. Mozark Entertainmet & Sony Pictures are in negotiations to bring DESIGNING WOMEN to DVD. At the end of this post,I will place a link for you to vote on which episodes you would like to have featured. Also, LIFETIME televsion is bringing back all of the origional DESIGNING WOMEN, Dixie Carter,Annie Potts,Jean Smart,Mesach Taylor and Yes....even DELTA Burke for an hour special to begin taping tentaively in June in front of a live audience. This special will also include series creator Linda Blood Worth-Thomas,where everyone sits back and reflects on each of their own special moments of DESIGNING WOMEN. More Delta Burke News: LIFETIME television has signed Delta and real life husband,Gerald McRaney to star in a new LIFETIME TELEVISION movie. On a final note The WB Network has finally found a sitcom pilot for Delta entitle "The Sweet Potatoe Queens" based on the hit book series. If none of you have seen the movie SORDID LIVES with Delta you are missing a wonderful funny movie....based on the hit play this movie sums it up by saying it is filled with white trash humour,a funeral and a drag queen who thinks he is Tammy Wynette. its HILARIOUS. Go check it out. Be sure to check the link for The Designing Women Web Site for more info regarding this post.DESIGNING WOMEN WEB SITE and visit the web site for the gay comedySORDID LIVES 
  Stevie Trivia: I Wanna Be A Star..........I Don't Wanna Be A Cleaning Lady
Answer:SONG 
Saturday, April 12, 2003
  SAY YOU WILL, The new release by Fleetwood Mac, arrives in stores this Tuesday. Here are complete lyrics for 2 songs off the album.PEACEKEEPER and THROWN DOWN 
  Stevie Trivia: Well I'm Not Bending Tonight But I'm Twisted And Turned
Answer:SONG

I Will Not Be Able To Do Much Posting This Weekend As We Have Company. Hope You All Have A GREAT Weekend. 
Friday, April 11, 2003
  Stevie Trivia: I Have Come To Make You Better........I Have Come To Take You Away
Answer:SONG 
Thursday, April 10, 2003
  Alot has been going on with me recently that i have not been comfortable placing into words and seeing it here in black and white on my blog. To my amazement i have been told that I have a brother that i did not know about. My father had an affair 4 years ago (which is nothing shocking) and with the relationship created a child. His name is Christopher Micheal. He is 3 years old. My mother is taking this rather well and decided to unleash the awe dropping bomb shell confession to my father that my middles sister may in fact not be my dads child. The mother to my Nephew & Neice and my dads favorite of us all. Anyway, my brother and I are going to meet. I have spoken with his mother "Denise" and she has agreed to let me take care of him all day next Tuesday. I want to get to know him. To help him. See that he has a better life than mine. To ensure that he doesn not end up as fucked up as i am mentally and emotionally. I wish the best for this little guy. I want to become someone that he can rely on. Cause lord knows he cant rely on our father.

"Even When You Feel Like Your Life Is Fading,,,,,,,I Know That You'll Go On Forever Cause Your That Good....Heart Break Of The Moment Is Not Endless........Fortune Is Your Lifes Love" Stevie Nicks: Song: THINK ABOUT IT 
  Stevie Trivia: Blame It On Something At First Site. Put The Blame On Me
Answer:SONG 
Wednesday, April 09, 2003
  I have found a copy of the lyrics to FleetWood Mac's THROWN DOWN,courtesy of The Stevie Nicks UnderGround. Stevie sings lead on her self composed tune.THROWN DOWN was actually suppose to be included on Stevie's last solo release TROUBLE IN SHANGRI-LA but Stevie and Producer Sheryl Crow mutually decided to remove the song at the last moment.THROWN DOWN LYRICS 
  Stevie Trivia: You Never Promised Me A Ring Made Out Of Diamonds.....A Band Of Gold You Said Was All You Could Buy
Answer:SONG 
Tuesday, April 08, 2003
  Stephen and I have been talking for a few days now via email. I have promised to him that i will see him. The past that him and I shared was beautiful and great....and i do miss him. I want him and I to become friends again. To go back to that point that we began initially from when we first met. Everyone says that they have had atleast one true love. OR, that love affair that totally swept them away into that place where fairy tales begin. Those fairy tales that you often read about as a child but when you enter into adult life....feel that they some how do not exist. That is where many are wrong. I had that. I left that. Mark and I have a very good relationship. We talk. We listen.We are Open. I have told him all about Stephen. He understands. As much as I loved Stephen........he knows that i do feel that it is too late for him and I now. I am Happy with Mark. For once in my life, I can honestly say.............I am Happy. A while back i wrote a poem about Stephen. The love that we shared. I think i even posted this within my blog. I Have decided to post this again. Stephen knew my writings. He is one a few who understand them. He always had that wonderful insight. Plus, after being with someone for 2 years, day in and day out, you get to know each other very well. Often times, when people read my writings who do not know me, misinterpret or read way to much into my words. Reading entirely into every sentence. Thats not how i write. I mix things in from everyday occurences to make a story. Its all about reading it and then afterwards thinking about the piece as a whole.So when i type this poem, the first verse says "You never loved the softness in my soul" in fact, Stephen LOVED me...that verse is stating that AT TIMES i feel not appreciated.....but every relationship has that. So Stephen, This is your poem. Written for and inspired by you

Dreams And Love

You Never Loved The Softness Of My Soul
And Yet, You Stayed With Me So Very Long
You Said That You Did Not Have To Be Told
And So.......I Moved On

With Him It Was So Different As Before
Seemingly Seeing Straight Through My Soul
And I Wanted Him
Yes, I Wanted Him Much More
And I said "Angel, I Adore"
And I Moved On.................

I Took All Of My Dreams And My Love
I Went Quietly
Silently Slipping Away
I Tried Hard
But Glass Figures Break So Easily
And In Some Ways Yes.............
And In Many Ways No----------It Broke My Heart To See
But I Knew I Had To Go

And I Went Dancing Up To Him
With RhineStone Eyes That Said
"Well, I'd Like To Know You"
I Flew With The Stars-------------I Was WithIn
Within With Him...........Was My Begining And My End
But Still, I Moved On
Taking My Dreams And My Love

He Said "Its Been So Long Since I've Held You"
And I said " I Can Hold You For Days"
He Made Love To Me
With His Eyes Especially
I Smiled To Know..............I Finally Found My Place
I Finally Found HOME

I'll Take These Dreams......And My Love
And I Will Go Quietly
Silently Making My Way
Above Everything I Will Try Hard
To Love..............More Than Anything








 
  For Everyone Who Has Requested. Here Are The Lyrics To FleetWood Mac's PEACEKEEPER. Written By Lindsey Buckingham. It Is Very Fitting With The Iraq War In Effect.PEACE KEEPER LYRICS 
  Stevie Trivia: If I Leave You You Say Not Even You Can Tear Us Apart
Answer:SONG 
Monday, April 07, 2003
  OK,On A Final Note Tonight. I Just HAD To Post This Link. This Amateur Male Nude Pic Is Like Totally Hot. Don't Know Who He Is....But Put It On A Biscuit And Lets Eat It.HOTTEST AMATUER GUY I HAVE EVER SEEN 
  Samantha Fox Has Recorded And Will Soon Release A New Studio Album Entitled "ANGEL WITH AN ATTITUDE". Sam's Last Studio Release "21ST CENTURY FOX" Was A Huge Underground Hit And Spawned The #1 German Dance Hit "LET ME BE FREE". A Remix CD For "21st Century Fox" Entitled "WATHCING YOU,WATCHING ME" Is Also Availiable. If You Happen To Remember Sam Fox from The 80's And Have Not Heard Any Of Her Latest Music,Trust Me When I say That Sam Has GREATLY Matured As An Artist And Her New Music IS Worth Listening To. She Has Advanced Greatly From The Cheese Cake Pop That Made her Famous.ANGEL WITH AN ATTITUDE  
  Here Is An Origional Poem Of Mine That I Wrote Not Long Ago. Every Time I Read This Particular One I Find New Things That I Enjoy About It And Also Wonder Where Exactly My Consciousness Was Visiting at the time of writing. Once I begin writing I lose myself. THis Has Become Special To Me. It Did Not Have A Title When First Posted. Now......I Christen It------ "LUCKY".

LUCKY

Where Is The Consciousness
Has It Gone So Far Away From Here
Yes, I've Crossed The Same Paths Twice
And I Burn A Candle For Light
------Oh And Luck.............It Seems To Always
Burn Out For The Sake Of Love
So-------It Is Time.
When Will I See You Again He Says?
Maybe In A Hundred Years
I Cross Roads To Stare At Your Balcony
To Ensure..............That You Are Still There---------------------
She Climbs Down Her Stairs
In Touch With..................Her Softness And Fears
He Says I......................Have Burned A Candle For You
--------------Oh And Luck, Meet Me In My Dreams
There Where The Oceans Meet The Seas
So------Its Time
Cast A Spark Of Light To See
He Says It's...........Always Been Me
And Always Will-------
Don't Burn Out For The Sake Of Love
Touch The Softness Of Your Earth
And Just------Follow The Mind
Back To Those---------------Imprisoned Men From Your Time
Listen To That Voice Within
He Says Still....................It's Always Been Me
And Always Will------------------ 
  Stevie Trivia: We Come From Different Worlds We Are The Same My Love
Answer:SONG 
Sunday, April 06, 2003
  Stevie Trivia: She Came To You....When You Were Alone.....And Yes,...She Matters To You
Answer:SONG 
Saturday, April 05, 2003
  Stevie Trivia: Well, I Believe That Love Is A Living Thing.......Born Into Our Destinies
Answer:SONG

To Coincide with the relase of SAY YOU WILL By FleetWood Mac, The band will be featured on The Today show not once,but 4 times the week of April 15th. The band will perform as well as each band member having their own seperate interview. Stevie Nicks has her interview with the super hunky Matt Lauer. Heres the link for more info.STEVIE ON THE TODAY SHOW

Madonna has pulled the plug on her new video,American Life, that was to be aired. Citing it is "inappropriate to air at this time". Filmed before the Iraq war, one scene depicts the Material girl locked in a bathroom stall with a knife and engraveing the words"Protect Me' on the stall wall. Rumour has it that Madonna IS going to be selling the video for purchase in stores. Seems to me Madonna STILL knows EXACTLY how to market herself. I Love This Woman.MADONNA PULLS PLUG ON AMERICAN LIFE VIDEO 
Friday, April 04, 2003
  Stevie Trivia: Take On The Situation But Not The Torment.....Now You Know It's Not As Bad As It Seems
Answer:SONG 
Thursday, April 03, 2003
  Talk about surprises!!! I had one of THE most unexpected surprises I have ever had in my life today. I received an email from an ex boyfriend of mine who's name is Stephen. I have no idea how he managed to find me. But was Glad he did. Stephen and I were together and lived together for a little over 2 years. It seems that he is now in Myrtle Beach SC working for The Home Depot down there as an "Installment Manager". Which consists of going in and fixing items that have been installed previously by the company and the customer is not satisfied. I do not think they could have picked a better man to come to your home and try to smooth things over with an angry customer........because He is SO GOD DAMN EASY ON THE EYES. If i were an irrate customer and was greeted with his 6 foot 4 blue eyed smile i would forgive anything and everything. It seems he is doing good. Now, let me tell you WHY hearing from him is such a great surprise. Let me take you back. I was out with friends,who have since moved to Alaska,and we were celebrating GiGi's new job promotion. Really having a great time. I noticed a group of guys standing around the pool table playing a game of pool. One stood out instantly to me. He was so tall. But when he turned around he literally took my breath away. I was speachless. I looked at him and he looked at me and i was drawn to him. I decided to walk by them and go to the bathroom. When i remerged he walked infront of me and introduced himself. And from then on we were inseperatable. Like i said ,2 years of my life i spent with this man. I LOVED HIM. God i was so in love with him. I lived and breathed this man. He was everything. There is nothing i would not have done for him. I need to say that he was very very good to me. The entire time we were together he asked for nothing but for me to be happy. Not many people ask for nothing in return. It would be a lie if i didnt say that I and I ALONE fucked that relationship up. Amazingly, he still loves me........... 
  Stevie Trivia: But I Knew That This Was Just For Now....And The Time Would Take Its Toll Upon Us All
Answer:SONG 
Wednesday, April 02, 2003
  Now that the news of the deceased baby found at a local trash dumping area near me has been reported and most of the information is no longer secret, I will enter it onto here. I could not do so before due to close personal reasons. I have also added a link for the complete story which was just released today from one of my locla newspapers.
An African American male newborn was spotted lying in between 2 dumpsters and some bags of trash. The umbilical cord was still attached. A local worker was the one who infact found the body and contacted local police. Mark (My baby) was the physician called to the scene and aided rescue and police personnel in the handling of the infant.NEBORN FOUND DEAD AT DUMP AREA ON EASTERN SHORE

 
  Stevie Trivia Verse: The Clouds Never Expect It When It Rains, But The Sea Changes Colours
Answer:SONG 
Tuesday, April 01, 2003
  Stevie Trivia Verse: And Then He Sees Her Coming,HeartBeats On The Wind
Answer:SONG 
I Will Never Hide What I Really Feel

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